I love my characters...Taka is not just a character, but a part of me. (Even if I know that this is just an RP, and not Real Life.) And Horio is crazy fun. I love some of the things that go on around here, and some of the people, too.

And I FINALLY got my Taka muse back. I finally got him straight after all the shit that broke him and Friday, I was so happy with him, I’d talked to someone about helping Taka and helping her character at the same time. But now, he’s again lost. I’ve weighed my options before, when something went wrong. I’ve written a drop notice before, but I never posted it. I always thought I could work through it. But now, I feel like every time I get back up again, I'll get kicked back down, and I’m not sure it’s worth it.

And it would be worth it, if my characters had friends here, and people they could talk to. Not ignored, or made fun of. But, for people who are so into their cliques, and groups that they don't see anyone else. I’ve been here for over a year, but I still feel like I’m brand new. People are just too stuck inside their own cliques to reach out to other people, and for those not inside the cliques, it hurts. It's really hard. And the cliques are so tight that if you're outside there is absolutely no way of getting in one. And I’m lying, and I’m not the only one that feels this way. But maybe I’m the only one to openly admit it.
When the “How’s your Driving” idea came up, I thought it was a bad idea. But, of course, I didn’t want to cause any trouble, so I said nothing. Than, when it was posted, I went just to see what kinds of comments were on there. Almost all of them were nice, and encouraging.

I know hope the “how’s your driving” wasn’t meant to be a personal attack, but this was just the last straw.

I’ve cried enough tears, and I don’t want to do it again, bottom line.

I am officially dropping both Kawamura Takashi and Horio Satoshi. Good luck to everyone else, and the future of TeniPuriU

I don't want to upset anyone, but I just...really needed to get this off my chest.

****And please, this is not to everyone. Some of you guys are really great people (And I want to still stay in contact with you!), and some I wished I got a chance to get to know you. (And maybe still get a chance to get to know you. AIM is doodlebug kh04) But for the few this is directed at, I hope you realize what you’re doing. ****

Tags: horio satoshi, kawamura takashi

I have good news and bad news, it seems.

The good news, I guess you'd call it, was in the cross dressing competition, I became the runner-up. Which means I received a gift certificate for a restaurant.

The bad news is, I have no one to go with me. Jun broke up with me last night. I guess I just can't keep someone happy...

(ooc: Jun = Dan. Using a different name cause Dan's re-start.)

( Private (Matter of the heart) )

Tags: breakup

Classes start up again soon, and I'm really excited this semester. I've heard that the teacher that I've been trying to take a class for a year now, has gotten better, and I'll be able to take it. It should be really fun!

Alright so...I just got the box my mother and sister sent me with all the clothing for the contest on Saturday and...I have to say, I'm wondering if I can just hide under the bed instead of getting up and going. Why did I agree and sign up for this, again?

It seems that my little sister is doing so well in volleyball, that she has been made a starter, and they're going to the semi-finals soon! I'm so proud of her for following her heart instead of what she thought I wanted for her.

Sakuno-chan, Lunch was fun, and we should do it again. Let me know when you need help moving!~

Have you ever gone into work, thinking you have the morning shift, and realize, as they're all giving you funny looks, that you have the days mixed up and you happen to be...two days early?

I was so embarrassed, and while I was walking out, one of the old woman asked me a question, so I stopped to talk to her.

Three hours later, I finally left. The woman, I found her name was Suki, was a sweet, wonderful old woman with lots of stories to tell and just wanting someone to talk to. I promised her a card game next time I came, and think I might go back tomorrow. Maybe she'd like some of my baked goods. (Though, I would have to see if she's able to eat them before-some of the elderly have restricted diets)


Anyway, Taichi-kun, would you like to do something this weekend? I do work Sunday evening, but before six, I'm free.

I've had a bit of a baking bug lately, and have been trying recipes left and right.

...And found myself overflowing with baked goods. So many that work holds their stomachs at even the sight of me carrying a plate. Anyone want to come over and take some off my hands?

So...I might have mentioned to my little sister that there was the cross-dressing competition, and she was so excited, and asked if she could help me and...I couldn't say no to her, because she's been feeling left out so....

She sent me links of dresses she wants me to try on. They are all...those strapless fitted than poofy princessy dresses.

I am a man, and I have broad shoulders.

I think I need some help...

Current Mood: intimidated

I can't believe I forgot to sign up, after talking about it so much. But, I'll be there to root everyone on. Especially Taichi-kun.

A..cross dressing competition? I remember last years slightly (I think Kaidou won?), but...I'm not sure if it's my cup of tea. Though...I did miss out on the first one, so maybe I should be more spirited.

Before the sign ups end, would anyone like to play doubles with me? I'm afraid I'd fail miserably at singles.